I just dropped lilest bean off at school-saw a garage sale,stopped,got out of the car,then looked down...
I was still in my PJ's and Robe-Good Gawd
It has been a long week to say the least-Daddy finished this months chemo treatments yesterday,it hit him harder and faster this month. I feel helpless when it gets to this stage of his treatments, he can't remember things and gets flustered easily. He won't eat or drink because nothing sounds good BUT you know he NEEDS to eat a lil something and drink so he doesn't get dehydrated, he is scared to eat because he thinks he will throw up-it is heart-breaking.
He is going to go home and spend one night in his own bed-LG is going to stay the night with him, then the faloozie is taking him back to Ar for a week-
This is truly the hardest thing I have ever done in my life-caring for someone who is so sick they just don't care....Ima fixer, I fix things, I want to help Daddy and take care of him. It is hard for him to let someone care for him and I know a lot of his behavior is due to the medications he took for the past 4 days-it's still hard when you wanna fix everything...
My confession for today: I'm still in my PJ's
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